If villains think what they’re doing is correct and justifiable, what does that make me?
Yes, I am getting frustrated, and I am writing while entangled with emotions. Yes, I promised myself that I wouldn’t write when I’m sad, depressed, or when my mind is muddled with thoughts of pain. I promised myself that I wouldn’t write like that again because some people find my writings too emotional and unnecessary – that people get affected when they read my posts. Yes, I promised myself not to do that again. Now, I’m breaking that promise. I am a villain – I could do whatever I want, either way, my actions would still be considered incorrect.
I hate it when people tell me that I don’t understand them. I hate it more when they tell me that I don’t try to understand them. I hate it most when those words come from the mouths of people whom I try to understand. Come on, I study Psychology. We are meant to try to understand fucking insecurities and feelings. Yes I am mad. Fuck that.
Since when did being honest connote to being bad? Wooohoo! A thousand saints fall down from heaven. Ever since my hell days, I’ve been a recluse to the people around me about what I really feel since I got traumatized with being emotionally connected. Now that I grew enough balls to finally tell someone what my intimate emotions are, they tell me I’m wrong to do so? Getting mad at someone who divulges he’s scared of this or that maybe the thing to do if you want to be a hero. Hell yeah, I’ll do that sometime – reprimand the shit out of the person who just happened to tell you his emotions. I want to be a hero in my life time too.
I stopped myself from creating a scene, and in return, the bastards tell me that I did something wrong. Try to protect the people you care about from their self-destructing ways and all they do is throw insults and curses at you. Act like you’re not getting hurt with the entire verbal and emotional abuse just because you don’t want them to think that what they’re doing is wrong and that you want them to realize it for themselves, and all you get is the phrase “you just don’t care.” Silence becomes your companion because you don’t want to interrupt their blabbering to show them that despite the shouts and sneers, you still respect them, and all you get is a slap. Now, all of those, the villain did because it was the right thing to do. Only villains do these kinds of things.
Only villains know.
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